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when she said "i love you" she really meant i'm sorry, but the words mutated in her throat and she choked and all that stumbled out was a broken piece of poetry.
"your lips taste like stars,"
and she was lying, lying, lying
underneath the darkvelvet sky listening to the rise and fall of his breath. what she really wanted to say was, i'm sorry i fucked up.
shit it wasn't her fault. there was nothing between them but his smile and the fabric of her shirt. she couldn't breathe.
he doesn’t understand.
she can’t let people get too close.
because there was nothing between them but her hands on his chest, and when he leaned in she had no words. she couldn't tell him that his breath burned her skin like he was setting her on fire. his eyes were scarlet and the veins on his hands snaked to his elbow like rivers. he reminded her of too much, and she couldn't show him the bruises. because he would tell her to run away, fly into the sky, leave home.
but she can’t.
and when he found her by the bleachers and demanded an explanation the words tumbled into her brain like an ocean, roaring and shrieking.
i'm sorry.
see, in the dark he looked just like you and he was saying all these sweet things.
and i was afraid of you, because you'd seen far too much and i was terrified that one day you would see through me and find me transparent-like-glass. see, in the dark i knew he wasn't you, but it was almost comforting. he didn't know me and that made it okay.
see, he didn't mean anything to me, but you mean too much and that's why i had to back away. see, i really like you. i do.
but she can't say it.
and her explanations are wasted anyway, because she would give him the universe, but all that comes out is "iloveyouiloveyou"</i> like a broken record. he is lost. he is no longer listening. he is walking away and raindrops are trickling down his cheeks.
see, he needs to know the words she's not saying.
i'm sorry i kissed him.
i’m sorry. it was dark and i was afraid.
i'm sorry i fucked up.
i'm sorry, but i had to push you away.
you know too much.
"your lips taste like stars,"
and she was lying, lying, lying
underneath the darkvelvet sky listening to the rise and fall of his breath. what she really wanted to say was, i'm sorry i fucked up.
shit it wasn't her fault. there was nothing between them but his smile and the fabric of her shirt. she couldn't breathe.
he doesn’t understand.
she can’t let people get too close.
because there was nothing between them but her hands on his chest, and when he leaned in she had no words. she couldn't tell him that his breath burned her skin like he was setting her on fire. his eyes were scarlet and the veins on his hands snaked to his elbow like rivers. he reminded her of too much, and she couldn't show him the bruises. because he would tell her to run away, fly into the sky, leave home.
but she can’t.
and when he found her by the bleachers and demanded an explanation the words tumbled into her brain like an ocean, roaring and shrieking.
i'm sorry.
see, in the dark he looked just like you and he was saying all these sweet things.
and i was afraid of you, because you'd seen far too much and i was terrified that one day you would see through me and find me transparent-like-glass. see, in the dark i knew he wasn't you, but it was almost comforting. he didn't know me and that made it okay.
see, he didn't mean anything to me, but you mean too much and that's why i had to back away. see, i really like you. i do.
but she can't say it.
and her explanations are wasted anyway, because she would give him the universe, but all that comes out is "iloveyouiloveyou"</i> like a broken record. he is lost. he is no longer listening. he is walking away and raindrops are trickling down his cheeks.
see, he needs to know the words she's not saying.
i'm sorry i kissed him.
i’m sorry. it was dark and i was afraid.
i'm sorry i fucked up.
i'm sorry, but i had to push you away.
you know too much.
Literature
This is what you once had:
You called him your personal Jesus.
His arm around your neck as he kissed you goodbye, all you remember is feeling numb when he said, I think Im falling in love with you, and walked towards the direction of his grandmothers car. Two weeks later you both smoked weed in the run-down shithole his friend called home.
The only reason I can tell you this now is because Im stoned out of my gourd and therefore do not fully realize what I am saying. Im scared. I said I love you to someone once and they broke my heart. They fucking broke it and it was the worse feeling ever.
Its
Literature
allthegoddamntime
1. sometimes i miss you
(yesterday, today, tomorrow
and forever from the feel)
but sometimes can be
allthegoddamntime
cant it?
2. looking back i dont know why
since you left ive learnt
to smile
and remembered how to
laugh
but it was you who taught me
how to love
and without that im at a loss
its not that ive forgotten how to
more that ive forgotten who to
(and more importantly, who not to....)
3. ive told myself to get over you
you dont miss me
( i was like that chewed up old pen,
Literature
Goodbye, I think.
[I want to be remembered just like you want to be forgotten.]
01. Your pupils remind me of ink splotches. The blacks melting into the milky
browns, pupils that could be perfectly round but aren't. I'd like to think they look
almost heart-shaped.
But then again, you're not the one in love.
-
02. You told me once, that the hardest thing to do in life is to walk away from
something you care about. But what if I told you it gets easy if you say you
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i don't even know.
this dropped out of the sky.
comments welcome
this dropped out of the sky.
comments welcome
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